Excerpt from an interview that was part of this show.
Respondent: Even after my brother was killed..I have picked up the phone called him dozens of times..
Interviewer: You mean ..to hear his voice on the answering machine..
Respondent: No its not there anymore..but yeah..its just to have that number.. yeah..no one has gotten that number again..its still dead..i hope no one gets it..that would be a awkward conversation..
Link to that NPR story