NPR story on how Siblings cope with the loss

Excerpt from an interview that was part of this show.

Respondent: Even after my brother was killed..I have picked up the phone called him dozens of times..

Interviewer: You mean ..to hear his voice on the answering machine..

Respondent: No its not there anymore..but yeah..its just to have that number.. yeah..no one has gotten that number again..its still dead..i hope no one gets it..that would be a awkward conversation..

Link to that NPR story